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I havne't posted much on this account in awhile and it's been a long time since I really contributed to the site. Real life has got the better of me right now and it's been a long run. I'm saying goodbye exactly not to the friends I've made on this account. But I am saying good bye to this account. I've decided to open a brand new account, a sort clean start, fresh slate to help move on with my problems. From now you can find me at ~Helaena-Targaryen (https://www.deviantart.com/helaena-targaryen) If you would like to continue following my art then you should follow that account It is where I will post my new works from this point on as sort of a fresh start. I hope that I have not

Back from another long and unproductive break. Today is the first day I actually feel better enough to write this. You may or may not know that I've been struggling with mental illness. It's been the name old nightmare that's been stalking me  since my teens. First it's just me 'acting out for a attention. When that doesn't work its pediatrician time. Pediatrician shows more concern and gives me lexapro. Our two year adventure is made up what , Mother though, was a marked improvement. I didn't try to push back and tell them that it felt no different. The Lexapro phase lasted about a year and a half. At the time there was no generic version so

It's been a crummy summer so far here in VA as far as weather goes. We really didn't get spring, one week it was freezing cold and snowing the next it was boiling hot and stormy. The last two weeks it's been muggy, humid and rainy. The sucky weather has kept me indoors and to keep myself occupied I raided the library and heres what I got: -The Sisters Who Would Be Queen by Leanda de Lisle -Victoria's Daughters by Jerrold M. Packard -The Princes in the Tower by Alison Weir I also got lucky at a library book sale, where I got "Mary, Queen of Scots" by Antonia Fraser, and "Nicholas and Alexander" by Robert K. Massie for $1 a piece which is gre